Taylor Thomas 12-16-94 to 4-24-12

why did yhu have to go my best friend my brother i love yhu i cant help but think of yhu why did that car have to hit yhu I love yhu Taylor and never forget tht even from up above i love and i always will i Dont care what every one else says i love yhu Taylor Thomas 12-16-95 to 4-24-12 I will never forget yhu!!!!

raised to be nice

why the fuck do i always forgive ppl who screw up why? bc i was raised to be nice so i go and forgive him for screwing up!! ughh im so fucking stupid because i kno hes gunna end up doing it again!

the one with the gun

can`t believe what i was seein i can`t believe what i  was feelin the one i love the one i want to hug the one with the gun..... he said he could take away the pain and erase his name when i saw that  message i drop mi fone and ran away in tears no one should see me cry if i cry for you should feel pretty damn good because i only cry for the people i love and i guess your the one.....because broken hearts hurt more then broken bones

i like yhu yhu like mii but there sumthing in between a space of some sort we arnt together and i want to be but since i wont tlk face to face with yhu i guess that cant be

perfect in evry way

I like him and only him I dont care what any1 else says i like him for him for him hes not like other guys he funnie not afried to be himself hes colorful (even tho hes color blind) hes sweet and a child at <3 hes always sweet to mii never rude hes the perfect guy to mii hes always telling mii jpkes and always telling mii how funnie i am im always want to ask hoim out but hes going out with a girl named ashley i bets she luckie to have him yea she is i wish i could have him to hold hes jus to perfect to forget about idc wat any1 else says hes perfect in every way to mii :)

evry time i think of yhu

i tlk to yhu everyday but idk what to say i wanna hang wit yhu but im jus to scared to i wanna give yhu hug but all i kno is tht evry thing is so much easier in txt the in real life i am as shy as can be im as quite as a church mouse im a sweet lil angle wen ur around yhu seen mii i could help but smile its hard not to smile when i think of yhu i think this feeling inside mii is called love i have never felt it before i i have delt with is before well once i did and tht was one time but i think mi mind was lost tht time but this time its real but my head is reeling idk what to do should i jus go on and let yhu live ur life ill let yhu do tht even tho i love yhu lots ur wit sum 1 its okay i dnt  mind jus carry on ill ber nice i swear ill let her have yhu shes probably the happiest person in the world

Sommer

When im gone mi sister is left to fen for her self

i kno it hard for her she cnt fend for her self im

always fighting her fights always keeping her from 

harm but what am i to do when i cnt protect her anymore

do i jus let her go on and get hurt no im not like tht I 

will stand rite next i will destroy anything tht 

would try to harm her what do people say in front of 

her when im not around do they hurt her feelings

do they hurt her in ways i cnt spell do they make

fun of mii do they try to make her do things she knows 

thts rong bc i taught her better not to give in to

preesur bc she knows what to do if someone 

is mean do i need to fight to show her what not to do do i need to fight her own

fights or shuld i  jus let her grow up on her own

shes mi bright and joy im so prod of her

she may think im  mean the only reason im so mean is to make her tougher she didnt

 grow up like mii im glad she didnt i love her shes mi lil girl 

yea im k-keeping its i turn around fund a ghun on the ground i pick it cock

it i put it mi brains and screm die Katie and pop it then i come

back to the real world i see the light  of mi life he little sweet soul she has many year to

go before shes like mii i dnt want her to grow up like mii mi life is fuckked up enough as it is 

the last thing i need it mi sisther growing up as mii

thts the number one thing i dnt want 

 i dnt want her to be like mii i want her to go on and kno tht i  love her

 i dnt want her to go on a live in fear bc when im gon i want hewr to carry on i dnt want her to end up like mii.....i want her life to be perfect as can be....